sorry but i am who i am

HEYHIHELLO.
Dear blog, im sorry for neglecting you these few days, but who cares? NOW IM BACK (:

im going hyper for the 1312432656th time. OMGOMG. seriously, i wonder is it santa's who is hearing all my wishes? i want bigbang's special edition album and bigshow. AND NOW , its just HERE. omgomg miracle. :D thank you santa, i will continue being a innocent child (: where is the mines anyway?

good friday. i have no schoool. great, and how come how come i am sacrificing my holiday morning to go to this dbkl place? projects. school, you see how much i love you? and you not loving me back?! i know i am always procrastinating ... but its just a matter of time., okay, so i went to this dbkl early in the morning, and then walk to the KL library. hahha and its like a school trip! i feel weird seeing the whole form 3 going to the same place together LOL!

and and and im so tired that i even slept in vicky's dad's car . so embarassed -runs to a corner and hide myself-

hahaha byessss. i gotta watch Oh My school. damn im addicted. whtv kthxbai.

pabo.

HAHAHHA the word is spreading all around -.-

and people calling me and my natalie unnie pabo -.- especially that sean chowwww. hahha creates his own language , what manamicheosseo -.- HAHAHA ROFL :D and the whole class knows whats pabo nowwww . omg -hides-

today i got oral YAY. i got 9 marks :) not awesomeeeee. when im going to do my speech, the sean chow keep call me a pabo, not only him! and after i end my speech, you know what mrs meta said? " your speech is good, but your words seems not to be carrying anything, thats why people tease you " I WAS LIKE OMG YOU ALL  ! TEASE MEEE :( i always got bullied nowadays. IM A FORM 3, omg. i cant believe AHHHH NO WAAAAAAY. dang zang na ga!!!!! naega shileooooo! LOL go away bully. -slaps myself for being so insanely childish- HAHA.

okay, anyway, i just bought A4 papers, like finally.and plasticines. i didnt check thhe plasticines' colour and now i got mixed colour, one blue one orange :( and what i love is the plasticine box written " 3+ age" hahha ikr im lame omg.

HHAAAHAHA kthxannyeong <3

make sure you think thrice.

I am innocent and you dont believe me. didnt even check the truth before you accuse me -.-  im gonna report you i tell you. FINE IF YOU ACCUSE ME FOR NOTHING, but after knowing im innocent, HAH! you scold the whole class somemore./ pissed off /

sometimes, readingmy blog all over is fun (: i loveee reading memories, bittersweeet. yeah, and i was trying to look for which day i was actually into this kpop. /iknowiknowicantjuststoptalkingaboutkpop/ SLAP MYSELF REAL HARD. okay, gotta skip KPOP stuffs.

did i mention, teacher changed my place? oh i didnt. okay so,  -.- teacher thinks im talkative, although i am. BUT, its because penguin and mabel are talking to me. and penguin just loves attracting my attention. now, teacher thinks i talk a lot, and chged my place whereas, penguin just stay the same place. teachers are just treating me not fair. seriously, NOT FAIR AT ALL. fine, but im close with natalie in that place (: when teacher actually asked me to chg to that place, i was like OMG NATALIE'S THERE. THIS TEACHER IS STUPID -.- but i had to act like im so saddddd. HAHAHHA my expression is so funny but this chin lee guy interrupts my acting -.- he told teacher i will talk to natalie but HAHAHHA teacher did not hear what that interruptguy says :D happydie.

May is coming. means, exam;s coming HAHA. i am the reminder to all of youuuu :D actually, mabel is the one keep reminding me -.- making me nervous. good job (: im not studyinggg with my phone here... i just cant control myself. my hand just love touching the phoneee. and god, im now addicted to Angry Birds. the birds are damnnn cuteee ! :D and so sad to see them just fall down like that lol. i managed to pass alll those hard levels. i have to admit, im such a talented pro gamer (: just like kyu ! //okay, slapppped myself for talking about kpop//

hahhahaa baibaiiii. im gonna eat. hope you enjoy this non-kpop post LOL hahahaha

p/s i love this love song, because it is meant for me HAHAHA :P

sometimes, i wish

I WISH THEY CAN HAVE A REST
I WISH THEY WONT GET INTO ACCIDENTS AND FALL SICK
I WISH THEY GET HEALTHY EVERYDAY
I WISH THEY DONT FAKE A SMILE TO US, NOT KNOWING WE KNOW EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED.
I WISH THEY CAN JUST BE BACK WHO THEY ARE.

because im here for them, all of us do (:

kyu's got into a car accident. not kyu's fault, just the stupid opponent driver who fell asleep during driving. and now i see a obvious scratch on kyu's hand :( get well soon. April and kyu just wont be on good terms -.-" lucky that that 2007 history does not repeat or else, i think i;ll cry a river. they just suffered too much yknow. i know what ppl out there say, they have no talent . what i wanna say here is , they have talent, they really do, maybe not as talented as other groups , but they ARE trying their really best , they are achieving their own dreams, they work hard for everything. and they deserve everything best. oh kayy, SME just please, please take care of your artists well. you making them work hard for you and you get the profit , how much profit they got? 1%?  you must be grateful, they didnt leave your company, sme (: oh yes i know you're making a new group with so many members called whatever. just because you knw that eteuk and chul will be on military and now you're creating this group -.- and neglect suju one day. im sorry, but they dont stand a chance against them.

im loving bigbang's new songs. they're totally amazing (Y) stupid liar liar lie! if i ever say i hate that love song, i swear im a stupid liar (: doing awesome! i cant imagine how i can handle their hotness if i ever see them in real life. jiyong seriously can pulls off with any hairstyles and clothes. so does TOP. the stare (; i melted. HAHHAHAHAHA dear seungri maknae, you surely did attract a lot of attention from me nowadays, butttttt, you cant replace jiyong and top's position in my bias list hahahha sorry ya. you can be their rival instead MUAAHHAHAH.

okthxforreading.
annyeong.

WHY WHY WHY

hhahaha im asking stupid questions right?

seriously, imagine ME asking WHY everytime you say something. i tried that with celina and yufeng. REALLY FUN.
 its like " bye bye"
"WHY YOU SAY BYE BYE TO ME?"
WHY CANNOT SAY BYE?
WHY CAN SAY BYE?
WHAT?
why you say what?
 *HIT ME*
WHY YOU HIT ME!??
LOL i know im crazy :P actually, my bro started this "WHY game" -___- my family is always that lame, they are cool like that. hahahha so i really practice this game everyday.
 its like " OI GO AWAY"
why should i go away?
 "why should you NOT go away?
 WHY SHOULD I EVEN LISTEN TO YOU?
why shouldnt you?
- it never ends until my dad / my mum comes and interrupt :P -
im talking craps. yes i really know

 :( im mean omg. im evil omg 8D is this growing? LOL mentally growing. HAHHA HOPE SO. but why no physically grow? I WANT ME TO BECOME TALLER, GOD WHY YOU NO LISTEN TO ME? :( okay. i look like a stupid fool talking here, asking why to everything.

BYEBYE ANYWAY. im 24/7 on twitter LOL for now only.
STALK ME IF YOU EVER DARE :P okay,but dont stalk too much :P i am afraid i'll be too famous then my mentions will flood. HAHAHHA omg since when i become so perasan -__- i was just joking hahha about the famous thingyyy. BYE BYE (:

just to make my blog alive.

HELLO. I HAVE BEEN LEARNING HANGUL LATELY (: so quite busy. hahhahaha :D just to make my little blog alive here, i pass by to say HELLO. AND BYE. :D

MANNEO EOBSSEO.

hahhaa i was like keeep singing that part only LOL run devil runnnn.

HAHAHHA my bro was like asking me to GO AWAY, then i hum " manneo eobsseo ". he was like -_________- WHAT THE HELL IS THAT? ahhahaha secret language .

i dumped faceboook, officially. so sad lah you facebook. getting worse heh? twitter catching up ! LOL i can post any tweeet anytime and i can ahh, see my henry replying to fans and its not me. well, you can just ignore me -.- LOL TWITTERRR i can see my biases. OH AND TODAY I SAW kibum's profile with eunhyuk's name there. damn cuteee! did eunhyuk signed in his account? HAHAHAHA! and henry, you're being too sweeet to reply the elf. reply mee!!! HMM, we, strings love you. dont care about the anti-s . haters gon' hate forever. remember there's us!

YAAAAAH, KWONJIYONG :( *getting softer* wae you no twitter account? make oneee FOR ME. even taeyang has one >:( and if you by any chance, made one twitter acc, ask your TOP hyung to make it tooo OKAY? pass my love to him too :D youknowilovekwonleadah A LOT. hehhehehe

moral projects still not done. omg. i should be doing it rn . like few days ago, i was reminding myself to do it that day... then, until today. i has not touched anything about it. im sorry, projects. im just.... too busy and too lazyyyy. hahhaha

a lot of mosquitoes around me. HELLOOO? YOU LOVE ME? you do? oh yeah, go away from me!! I HATE YOU ALL. YAH YOU!! dont come suck my bloood ! go awayyyyy!

k byesss. imma watch suju foresight noww :D
cheer up heenim!

such a disgrace .

hahahha too many projects. LOL

im doing last-minute again, ikr. my habit :P

im sorry, i officially dumped facebook for twitter. much more fun :D hahahah although im like talking to myself in twitter but at least its better than facebook A LOT MORE. hahahah i havent done my oral YET. ohh, shit meta says end of this month. -__- okay, still got time. moral proj passing up on monday! good news :D hahahhaha

Heenim ahhh, wae wae wae so moody? cheerup! we love you no matter whaaaat. the scar will recover anyway, sooner or later. :D we want to see back the HAPPY AND HYPER HEECHULLIEEE.

okay, now. im going to talk about this idiot.
this stupid person with a -idkwhatshernameintwitter-
her name too noob already, even my brain cannot fits her name.
SHE WENT AND SAYS BAD ABOUT MY BABY HENRY! i think she's out of her mind or what. have no idea. my baby so kind, replied her with a smile and still, so polite to someone who says bad to him and MENTIONED him. this is awful right? HENRY IS SO TALENTED. and HENRY wont leave suju , instead, i think YOU ARE THE ONE who should just get lost and stay in your own imaginary world, girl. oh, and you call yourself an ELF , AND ALSO PETALS. wthell?! we dont need elfs like you, neither do them. omg and such a disgrace, you're a malaysian elf. PLEASE RESPECT SUJU15 if you're an elf okay? its the basics of an elf. HEECHUL WILL BE SO MAD OF YOU BECAUSE YOU HURT HIS DONGSAENG. you idiot ignorant kid. im not gonna waste my finger energy on talking about you. so im gonna end this here. one more time i see you appearing on my baby henry's twitter mentions, you are so gonna suffer by yours truly.

-end of story-

our kwon leadahhh opppa, wae you no sign up for twitter, I NEED YOUUU! D:
MY TOP BABYYYY AHHH, GO SIGN UP, YOUR WIFEYY NEEDS YOUUU.
okay, the whole bigbang go sign up now, your hyung's wifey [OBVIOUSLY ME] needs you all ! :DD

heheheee nights hubby-s :DD
love you allm saranghae. stay happy and OSM :D

ANNYEONG :P

not a dream.

IT WAS NOT A DREAM.
this is gonna be a long post :)

I WENT FORRRR TA-DAAA! SUPER SHOW 3 IN MALAYSIAAA!kyaaa!
bought the lightstick and now, my both arms are in pain. because i think i waved too hard at them :( but its WORTH IT. i bought a hairband with sapphirebluue glowing HORNS :D its amazinggggg. at first, i thought the guards wont be letting us go down the stairs to be closer to them, but then actually they allowww. I DECIDED TO GO DOWN TO HAVE A REAL LOOOK AT THEM AND THEY ARE FLAWLESS 8D omg i sound so wrong.

my favourite performance is when yesung did his solo :) IT HAS TO BE YOU. the ELFs are singing back to him and of course I AM :D haha it was awesommeee. we sing back real loud and i can see yesung smiling to us. the ELFs , the Sapphireblue sea we made, the fanchants. flawless :)

HENRYYYYY. you're amazingggggggggg. yes you are. omgg donghae. DONGHAEEE NOW ALL YOUR FAULTTT. WHENEVER I TYPE, SEE OR SAY THIS WORD '' AMAZING'' it reminds me of you randomly singing '' you're amazing just the way you are... when you smilee... " and then get pulled off by your hyungs backstageee. hahahah donghaeee you're just.. indescribable.


hahah continue my henry :DD
henrryyy your smileeee. when you play the piano. is too cute :D omgawd and so so so touched that you said '' your twitter 60% mentions are malaysian elfs " MALAYSIAN ELFS DAEBAKK! now imma stalk your twitter, MR.LAU :P BABY BABY BABYY OHH~ justin bieber, im sorrry. i think henry's climbing over your position in my listtt :( HAHAHHA

EUNHYUKKKIEEE AHH.
okay. mr leehyukjaeee. thanks for coming to my zoneee and be so close to me :) YOU KNOW WHAT? you look hot. and awesome. oh and BABY ARE YOU DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN~ you sang better than the original singerrrr. YOU'RE GORGEOUS BUT I AM GORGEOUS. YOUR ENGLISH IS SO CUTEEE! nice weather! HAHAHAHAH oh and remember the '' say YEAAAH. SAY yeaaah * ddeep voice* OMG ALL THE ELFS LAUGHEDDDD. and APA KHABAR , APA MEANS WHAT. hahaha not OMMA KHABARR LOLS. when teukie says '' APPPA KHABAR. HYUK SAYS " OMMAKHABAR" OMG YOU LEEHYUKJAE MAKES ME LOL. awwww, eunhae !you're loved. the self-make song is amazingggg! donghae. dont. smile. to . others. and. promise. only. take. pictures.with.me. YOU BROKE MY HEART . SS4 :) i'll make sure you did everything you promised. AAAAAH. SAENGILCHUKAHAMIDAAA .

LEETEUK SHIII.
our leaderrrrr. amazing leaderrr :) OMGG. YOU CAME TO MY ZONEEE. AND YOU LOOK WAYYYY HOTTERRR THAN YOUR PICTUREEEE. YOU DIDNT THROW THAT BALL TO MEEEE, A DONT-KNOW-WHO TOOK ITTTT . NEXT TIME AIM BETTER K? loook cute with that ribbon, teukieeee. KISS GOODBYE WAS AMAZING. you really work hard on improving your singing skills ah teukie, our angel :) keeep it up. and dont make that smile again. it kills :P

and now, MY FOREVER BIAS IN SUPER JUUNI-ORRRR.
chokyuhyun , my pika and OUR EVIL MAKNAE.
THE EVIL-LOOK is bacccck ahahhaha you cant imagine how evil he is to his hyungs. ahhh just way too cute. you should see him LIVE. hes really totally different when hes singing and when hes playing arounddddd. ahh! you signed the ball at my area and so sadly, its not aimed to me. :( kyuhyun-ahhhh, dont treat me like thaaaat :((( it hurts k? GIVE ME NEXT TIME. I DEMAND. and no kicking your hyungs :P, oh and your solo, ITS PERFECT. :D im sure, it really did melt our hearts :)

sungmin ahh , ryeowookieeee, siwonnn-shiii, zhoumi-shiii, shindong ahhhh, i love you alll :) TO THE MAXXXX. kangin, too :) kibum, COMEBACCCCK! I WANNA SEE YOU ON SS4 K? you dont come, i divorce you :P ahahahha you know i wont do that right? :( KANGIN OPPAAAA, you know we miss you right?thats why you made the performance.the 3D vid. it was amazing and touching for US, elfs. the worldwide elfs :) comeback fasterrrr. siwon, we realy wanna make a suprise for youuu :') but then we failed. STILL WISH YOU IN MY HEART KAYS, IN EVERY ELFS HEART, SAENGILCHUKAHAMIDAAA :) you horse :P

and this is for ourrr heenim :)
HEECHULL AHH, your english is awesomeee :P thanks for making my dayy :) we are worried of youuu. although im not a super-heechul-fan, but that day, he reallu is SO SO SO HOT. heechul ahh, you look awesomeee weihhh. really awesome .___. oh and you! you youuuuu, went down to a fan and the fan touched your face and you LAUGHED. omggg i cant help . the smile is so sexyy. dont make it again. although i really wanted you to smile :) and you are forever our KIMHEECHUL. our flower boy :')

I REALLY LOVE THE SAPPHIREBLUESEA ELFS
YOU ALL DID A GREAT JOBBB :)
ESPECIALLY THE FANCHANTS, CHANTING THEIR NAMES, SINGING TOGETHERRR :) DAEBAKK! :D

im still in the saturday mood :)

let me blow ya mind.

awww, i think i fell in love w/ top's voiceeeee. heehee :3
omgawd. go search at youtube '' G-dragon during bigbang's encore ''
HE'S SMILING SO BRIGHTLY. and i saw one comment, i really wanna like it but then im lazy to sign in my google account. its '' G-dragon ;) his smile, is to die for.'' something like that. SUPER LIKE :D :D

tmrw i got extra classessssss D: shit. and im going out tmrwwww. until 12, wow. what a holiday. i got lots of homeworks to do, and i needa go to extra classes every morning. -__- u see, my main point of having a holiday, is to wake up late and i dont have to worry about time management because i have lots of time. but nowwww, all my plans are useless already. my drama rush all gone. staying up late at night is impossible already. and now all full scheduled with HOMEWORKS. yeaaah PMR PMR. -___- and this yearrr, all my oppa are coming to support meeeee :D bigbang on june four. and my 13 oppas on 19 marchhhh. how many days to goo. i cant wait for ss3 :D :D

i rewatched. this. SECRET GARDEN.
my tears coming out esp when hyun bin and hajiwon criesssssss. ahh. DAMN. idk why. i watched the ending but somehow i feel like its the beginning. watching it again is damn awesomeee. i miss kim joo won. I MISSS HIM :') AND NOW HE'S IN THE MILITARYYY. come baccccck , mr. YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE ME K? D:


Pray for Japan. although its karma for the world war II. but they are humans too, and we're one planet :) be there for each otherrrr .

I close my eyes and praaaay .


im not going to die. i still have lots of stuff to do. mygod, bless me and my family,girlfriends and my boyfriends and oppa :D :D


annyeonggggg.

tonight jibe gajima ♥

hahaha i love my titleeee ;)

okayy exam's half over. to be precise, ONE MORE CRAPPY SUBJECT TO GO. sivik :) for me, this kind of full of moral values person, sivik can be a common-sense . lol not lc-ing here, but i guess perasanness just striked. HAHHAHA ignore me k?

G- dragon.
this person . is indescribable :) WAY TOO AWESOME. WAY TOO SPECIAL.

T . O . P
choi seung hyun oppa is wayyyy too cute for me. :D
his eyessssss. deeeeep and cute ♥

ahahhaah okay lets talk about the exaaaam.
my seat was quite a feng-shui place because the aircon was facing me and it was really freezing cold. like mrs meta said BRAIN FREEZE. yeaaaah :/i found out something ! my special way of releasing stress is to sing songs. yeah, that totally makes my day. i dont know why but it is encouragable :)
shit. my science was like damaging my own brain cells. HEADACHEEE -__- i hope it was not awful. hope everything goes right . mrs kanggg, dont be mad TT and the worst ever, geography WE dont have enough time to really finish and check everythingg. and some even left it blank -__- argh, but we can see the kerjasama of our classs :D maths, treating me right? sigh i dont even know what i doing in the maths. stupid careless mistakes. my family seriously dont have the MATHS-GENIUS-GENES, ... soo yeaah :/

tomorrwo is the last daaaay. like what my title said " TONIGHT DONT GO HOME " hahaha i am so creativeee :)'

WHEEEEEEEE :D i have not touched my comp till today. bangga-nyaaaaaa. :D but i used my phoneee. hahahha :D im watching secret garden againnn, oh god. this is so so so amazingggg. i've just started my holiday planning. yeah i do that every holiday because im scared i'll watse my time doing nothing during my holidays so im such a goodd student right? i organize my time so well hor ?

P/S : BIGBANG ROCKS :P

im addicted, bigbang. bring me more. more voice of yours. more secrets of yours. more true hearts of yours. BRING EVERYTHING OF YOURS AND IM GONNA LOVE IT NO MATTER WHAT. :D

heeheee. FRIDAY NIGHT OUR APPOINTMENT OKAY? musicbank. see you all ;) keep our eye contact ;) i miss you all freaking much although its just two days. two days of exammm hahahha


BYEEESSSS. GOOD LUCK TO ME TMRW AND THOSE TAKING CHINESE AND BIBLEEE HAHAHHA <3 i'll pray for youuu all.

P/S : I LOVE YOU MORE MORE :P

FLU TT

fluuuuu! bless me.

today whole day in school is like suffering because FLU. did i mention that i really hate getting flu. really . okay so i spent 10 minutes designing my blog againnnnn :D hahhahaah

Saengil chukahae hongki oppa :) wish all your wishes come true. love you and your voice to the maxxxxx of the maxxxxx. hahaha stay cute too :D

ok so dream high ended. and my exam starting.

yeah dream high ending was quite fast. REALLY FAST and at first of this drama im looking forward to taecyeon and suzy but after quite some time after i watch, i wish they add more MILK COUPLE moments. because it was pureeeely cute and why it is such a cute coupleeee :D so now, the ending now is like suzy going with samdong and baekhee becoming a teacher, oh luckily she didnt go with taecyeon because i still dislike her in this drama. yeah people feeel pity on her. but think, its karma. karma finally hits her, so ...yeah. i didnt feeel pity to her anyway. and jingook ( taecyeon) then turn into a superstarrrr :D :D heeheee. then milk couple was the one i was looking forward to. it was awesomeeee. wooyoung looking cute and pilsuk gain weight again and somehow i feel it cute too :)

OKAYYY... im watching strong heart once again. oh god. my exams! hhopeee im gonna score As because i really did a lot of work in that. G-ri was awesomeeee! hahahaha :D lol why TOP not in strong heartttt. TOP haha getting cuterrrr. g-dragonnnn ! hahaha still cant forget the Secret bigbang! ROFL ! HAHAHAHAH in school i talk about this, and now im posting it againnn hahaha :D
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你已經遠遠離開

我也會慢慢走開

為什麼我連分開都遷就著你

我真的沒有天份

安靜的沒這麼快

我會學著放棄你

是因為我太愛你...

IT'S BIGBANG WE'RE TALKING ABOUT.

ITS BIGBANG. THE ONE AND ONLY BIGBANG.

yeaaah, big bang is back. whoever dont know this, hmm u can go and press the X button there as you wont be really interested in my post anyway :)

Tonight & Cafe is my fav songs so far in this album :D aweesome. and i've just watched their SBS comeback special. when i see g-d playing the guitar, i was like " now, this is big bang. with their talents. " then the other second i was like " OMG the guitar . okay nevermind. its still awesome! " g-d crushed the guitar into pieces omg. thats g-d style :D

i have no idea why. but top's eyes. getting cuter .___. LOL awh just awesome :) LOL TAEYANG DANCE (Y) hey taeyang, long time no see ! :D your dance is just pure amazing! love it to the max, boy. seungri our maknae getting so mischevous huh? like to bully your hyungs. ahhahaha cuteee one! :D

Strong heart G-ri is pure awesome and retarded. ahhhahah g-d really hav his own style to make me smile and laugh in the same time. hahah how he introduce himself, how he get embarassed when seungri doing his TALK :P hahaha all thesee are great memories.

awh talking about memories. i reealllyyy miss g-d singing haru haru with his suit, brown hair. that look. the look when he's singing. the most cute guy i've fall for. it was that time i fall for him and BIGBANG. oh and because of this , i went into KPOP. so i guess super junior should thank bigbang hahha :D oh yes and im most grateful to lowseeling who really did a great job by making me a VIP , ah yes. a forever VIP :)

and TOP you're getting cuter i dont knwo why. but i like it. the way your eyes looking at me through the computer screeen :p i feel the love . i love your latest hair TOP! looking awesome aite? rich and having the looks and talent, fancied by ladies of the whole world . he is seriously the most perfect boyfriend or HUSBAND to have. yeah im thinking too much. oooops.

school is awesome with penguin and mabel and natalie beside me. yeah i named Peng chin ' penguin' or 'chin peng' or chin chin peng hahahahah! seriously make me laughh. and omg mabel seriosuly cant stop laughing when she laugh. she just cant stop and why its making me laugh too :) hahahha exams coming, i know. im studying really hard. i swear, i really did. so exam, please treat me right okayss? im counting on youu :) and after exam we have kelas tambahan . think the postive side, im going out. *I HAVE BAD MEMORIES ON LRT. DONT REMIND ME ON THAT.* and after exam i have SS3 appointment hhahha :D


byeeees. oh and hope you get influenced into bigbang tooo. oh and if you DONT, dont insult either :)

dream high last episode! milk coupleeee im gonna misss you all so badly! BIG BANG AND 2NE1 IS OFFICIALLY COMING TO MSIA awh i hope 2AM is coming too. i miss jokwon laaaa :'(

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a day with exam stress.

sigh. exam;s coming two weeeeks moreeeee. die die die.


okay my previous post is about me discussing which phone to buy right? oh and i so bought HTC desire hd hahahahhaha i know im fast :D lols actually i didint expect my dad to buy for me bcs its kinda pricey :D but, yeahh.... he did. i miss my ss3 ticket! D: awhhh, come back to me :'(

BIG BANG COMEBACK. YEAAAY! and now i gotta save money again -.- so difficult la. i really have to study hard this exam or else my mum wont be letting me go to concerts againn.

michelle yeong zi yin is officially a grown up hahahahaha , maybe ? lol i took the lrt and walk home BY MYSELF. ITS ALL ALONE! i bet you cant do that. actually i sort of lost my way , i didnt told my mum that because later she'll be nagging me again. it was VERY tired and i almost die of dehydration because the ultraviolet rays and my water bottle is empty -___- sighh. now i wouldn;t like to try it again but i had to because of tuition -.-

OMGAWDDDD. AND i watched the sj-m too perfect mv and guess what? my boy Kyuhyun really looks awesome in that mv! with eyeliners , imma faint! :') uri evil maknae gettin mature :D
hahahah eunhyuk shii and donghae shiii keep up the chemical! :D you all are awesome weih! cheeers. eunhyuk oppa rap! hwaiting! super junior hwaiting!

ok.lets end this post with my SMILE
:D
:D
im cheering myself up because tmrw got athletic training. i suck in that running thing.so i dislike. but we still needa run and I had to WALK and jog. hahahhaa.

okiesss. bye byeee

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excited :D

HAHAHHA I BOUUGHTTT THE SS3TICKET! BE JEALOUS ALL OF YOUUUU!
i queued for 5-6 hours you know! sighh like in a sauna like that. as u know, sungei wang aircond so hot. i wanna pengsan already. and the whole day i only eat sushi and pineapple tarts only. :D hahahahah! yeaaaay!

exam coming! hahahahahahahhaha im still very happppyyyyy. now, i needa save money for big bang 's concert. i heard that they;re coming :DDD hahahhahaa very happy. and tired. even uniqlo's queue not so long. sigh. the RITS service very slowww! slow and expensive somemore -.-

i went to look for phones. hmm now, HTC Desire HD and Iphone are my choices :DD hmm, for me la, i actually do prefer htc more than iphone. i have no idea why. iphone is like a trend and htc is more special. iphone too common -.- and iphone5 coming out soon around september. so no point buying iphone4. no offence for apple lovers, okay? im very sure i should not ask for opinion next time because its too confusing. im checking on the net. maybe i'll wait. because i think my mum buying phone for my bro first :D hahaha nevermind. today i very happy, in a very good mood. so i dont really caree about all this phone stufff.


'' dont follow the trend, be yourself. ''


nights :D

jibe gajima ♥

MY VALENTINE :P

this song is spinning in my mind for the whole weeek. sigh. im going for ss3 but hor during the holidays, we, the form3s needa come back to studyyyy T-T dont la. im finding for excuses for not going >:(

today we went for house meeting LOL feel like sleeping there. this year, theres gonna be cheerleading .______. lame stuff again. and we needa participate in the marchpast what the hell la. so tiring. nad to tell the truth, im not even planning to go to sports day this year . so hot and tiring and still needa go practice at the stadium so many times. ultraviolet la -___- dont go under the sun too much mahhhh.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY BTW ♥

happy valentines to all my loved ones and family, you're the best ;) hmm my lil bros bday is right after the valentines day, so..... HAHA! public holiday somemore. nice lehhh. happy valentined to all my loved ones at korea and all over the country, awhh you all must be tired. sighh. im waiting for all of you all's comeback hor. :D dont let me wait so long although you know i'll wait for you forever. *ignore my lameness ok? *

OMGAWG my boy g-dragon had his hair yellowwww :D its awesomeee! super awesome. awh dont wear a cap la, let me see the colour nicely mah. i know you wanna give us a suprise la. ♥ boooo, uniqlo. i wanna see you. i wanna grab you from that shop. iknowyouwantmetogetyouback,right? OKAY. I'LL TRY MY BEST TO GET YOU. MY DEAR PINK G-D SHIRT ♥ HAHHAHA

okieeees. nights happy valentines.

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IM WONDERING IS IT THIS?

OR THIS??!

or they're the same?!

i just wanna post , out of my sleepiness. ;)

for non-kpop, just press the red X right up there, thankyou.

#1. Bed: Eunhyuk always had a preference for comfy large beds. Since he moved into the dorm with the other 12 members(his roomate is called Sungmin, the pink monster), he's gotten used to smaller beds. Recently, he's gotten used to an even smaller bed space. He wondered how he could sleep so well with a clingy Donghae.

#2. Food: Eunhyuk can eat anything, really. There's no food he really despises, or anything he's really crazy over(except strawberry milk). Practically living with Hankyung, he got used to eating Beijing fried rice for breakfast. Recently, he's gotten used to eat next to Donghae, or else he won't enjoy the food all that much.

#3. Gameboy: Eunhyuk had always liked soccer better than any video games or other electronic funs. Since he talked to Yesung more, he found himself buying a laptop one day(and got attached to it a lot). Recently, he's gotten used to sneak peeks and cheer when Donghae would be playing with his gameboy.

#4. Dress: Eunhyuk always thought girls in dresses were pretty. Some were even gorgeous. Since he started participating in lots of variety shows, it was almost a daily routine to see Shindong in a dress. Recently, he's gotten used to think "Um.. I wonder if Donghae would find me gorgeous in a dress too..."

#5. Colour: Eunhyuk has a favourite colour, and it always has been black. Since he got used to Heechul's bickering, he'll argue with Heechul that black is a colour and that's it's better than pink. Recently, he's gotten used to like sapphire blue, because Donghae would look breathtaking with the blue balloons in the background.

#6. Cute: Eunhyuk always thought that puppies(and snails) were the cuttest thing on Earth. After seeing Ryeowook cry on Exploration of the Human Body, he had been considering putting it on his top favourite cute things. Recently, a certain Donghae's butt has been added to his list.

#7. Elbow: Eunhyuk has always been a weird person. Since he debuted as a pro with Super Junior, he's been enjoying himself in Idol Show with Eeteuk and Yoobin's elbow. Recently, he's gotten used to look at girls's elbows. And secretly, at Donghae's too.

#8. Radio: Eunhyuk never thought he would be animating Kiss the Radio. Since he started, he made Kangin his DJ rival and has gotten himself in numerous embarrassing talks done by his rival and other few members. Recently, he's gotten used to this, and also to Donghae taking his side.

#9. China: Eunhyuk has always been interested in visiting other countries. Since he blabbed a lot, Siwon would often correct him if he made any spelling mistakes in mandarin(he likes chinese movies). Recently, he's gotten used to hearing some members practicing their mandarin, and has been having a huge grudge against China for taking Donghae away from him.

#10. Voice: Eunhyuk always thought he enjoyed dancing more than singing. Since he's been on lots of live performance, he's been enjoying singing/rapping and listening to Kyuhyun. Recently, he's gotten used to hearing soft whispers that belonged to Donghae to wake him up.

#11. English: Eunhyuk never thought he'd still be learning english even after he graduated school. Since english was important to have conversations with foreigners, he'd sometimes ask Kibum for help. Recently, he's gotten used to the many "I like YOU" that escapes from Donghae's lips.

#12. Smile: Eunhyuk's mother would always tell him he looks the most handsome when he smiles. Since he hasn't talked to her for a while, he was almost forgetting about what she used to say. Recently, he's gotten used to smile whenever Donghae was near. In fact, to Eunhyuk, Donghae looks most appealing when he smiles.

#13. Hyukjae: Eunhyuk never thought he'd have to use a stage name. At first, he didn't really like it, but now, everything's alright, thanks to E.L.F. And most recently, after exhausting night activities, he's gotten used to a warm Donghae murmuring "Hyukjae" on his forehead.

#14 to Eunhyuk, Donghae looks most appealing when he's sweating and naked.

I DONT KNOW SUPERJUNIOR IS DRUG FOR ME until NOW. i posted all theseeee . ;)

RANDOM AHAHAHHAHA

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i found out some cute quotes.
Heechul: Stage name is DongHae, real name is Fish

ELF: I can’t sleep because of those mosquitoes~ Teach them a lesson!Donghae: Send me their names and address!! I’ll teach them a lesson!!

Host: Why are you the angel that lost their wings?Eeteuk: Cause on the day I was born..it was raining very hard..people said it was cause God sent the only angel down to earth so he was crying..Host: Since when did Eeteuk become so critically ill?

Eunhyuk: Hello, we are Eunhae!Dongahe: !!Donghae: PUAHAHAHahahah... seriously can you say that in public?Eunhyuk: What are you talking about? I just shortened things. Eunhyuk, Donghae, so Eunhae.

Kangin: Super Junior is poisoned by E.L.F.
Kyuhyun: Our strong troops, that we should hold in tight forever.
Sungmin: I feel like I won't be able to do anything without E.L.F.
Siwon: They are like the heart which is the most necessary thing while I live.
Eunhyuk: Even after I get old, I want to sing for them.
Leeteuk: If E.L.F don't exist, I would just be an empty shell.
Ryeowook: Really.. they are like Ever Lasting Friends.
Heechul: If there were no E.L.F, Super Junior wouldn't exist.
Kibum: They are like the shelter that I can rely upon.
- Super Junior’s message to E.L.F.

Leeteuk: Thank you for making me to shine.
Heechul: Because E.L.F exist, Super Junior is Eternal.
Hangeng: All the more important E.L.F. Thank you so much and I love you.
Yesung: Everlasting, reliable defender E.L.F..... I Love You.
Kangin: As like we started together, let's put up the end together.
Shindong: I hope we can be the one forever.
Sungmin: Super Junior can sing because of E.L.F.'s support.
Eunhyuk: You guys are so precious for me. Don't be change with each other.
Donghae: I will keep in my heart, even after I die, the fact that I met E.L.F.
Siwon : They are like the oxygen.
Ryeowook: Ever Lasting Friend that I can be together keeping mutual relationship.
Kibum: They encourage me and inspire me deep into my mind.
Kyuhyun: They are the existence that has to be there with us.

ELF: Donghae oppa, marry me ~
Donghae: When? I will go prepare ~

ELF: Thank you for being a singer.
Kyuhyun: Thank you for being E.L.F.

Park Myungsoo: I heard your nickname is Cinderella. If you're Cinderella, I must be Snow White.Heechul: Of course. I admit that you are Snow White. But.. is your face the result of eating the poisoned apple?


In Japan, when the group was buying ice cream, Eunhyuk appeared with a bunch of sweets. When the members told him that he couldn't have them, Eunhyuk started to cry. The members apologized and let him eat his sweets. He ate them as if they were the most delicious things, while still crying.

Because he is so skinny, Eunhyuk received the new nickname "myeol chi" (anchovy). When Super Junior M's Zhou Mi was writing to fans, he mentioned the fishy couple arguing, meaning Eunhae.



okay i know this is lame and randomm hahahahaah but when im bored, i read over and over again. :D HEEEEE.
im doin all this to celebrate my SS3 :D ahhaha my father allows me to go! YAYAYAYYAYAYAYAY! THIS IS MADNESSSSS! IM BUYING THE RM480 TERRACE SEATSSS! YAYAYYAYA CHEER FOR MEEE! CLAP CLAPP!

SS3 AND IM HAPPILY BROKE

okok. SS3 IS FINALLY HERE.

lol 6pm , three hours long. quite early :D yay because i actually thought it will end at about 12. that is so lateee. awh now its ending around 9 to 10. i guess im taking the terrace seats RM480. hmm im saving money. and i have 200 + so im gonna go beg my mum to spare me her RM500 angpow money. and so bad so bad. my bro owes me 70 bucks. and he say one day give me one ringgit. who wants? RM 70 is so much you know. if he gace me back the 70 i already have 300 + ahhhh. i hate you man.

Im so scared. because money is everything. im scared if big bang and beast is coming then i got no money to buy their tickets anymoreee :( BUT I REALLY WISH FOR A LONG LONG TIME THAT I CAN GO FOR SS3. SERIOUSLY. SO I GUESS IM REALLY GETTING IT. god's helping me in a way that the concert is starting early and ends early and most of all, its after my exam and the one-week-hoilday! YAYS! :D this is life man.

okay. dream high ep 10 released. im watching le. byeees

IM GETTING IT.

ANGPAOS T____T

py cny everyoneee!

idk why my angpaos getting lesser year by yeaaar :( i wanna be a kid getting a lot of angpaos but whyyyy? i got a camera for CNY -___- its only 5MP how sad. but at least i got my own cameraaa :D sighhhh. i bought quite a lot of teee this cny. but how come so far i didnt buy any shorts >:( desperate. for. shorts. SIGH.

i went to watch 'Xiao Zhe hui jia'

LOL sorry im too lazy to type chinese here. FUNNY MOVIE LOL

u know whats J.L.B ? jiao liao bi :D

lol actually i dont really know hokkien.

but, it says at the subtitle that the meaning is ' waste rice'? LOL means the parents wasted rice to grow you up. sigh ignore my lame translation.

HAHAH koe yeet in the movie. LOL my primary senior. hmm i met her in pri school a few times only. hahah i met a star during her primary school timeee :D

nights. enjoy the fireworks ;)

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