elo

helllo.
well, i dont know what to do. just forget bout anything bcs i dont wanna know anything more. ihy when you do that but i love you too. i dont wanna lose you. but what to do ?
i just wanna tell you , you are not my mother so stop ordering me and telling me what to do . i am not a child anymore and just stop thinking you're the most perfect person in the whole wide world . u think people loves you , u think u are always correct ? i tell you girl , u are not. at all. you attention seeker , stop it. u think we love it ? u think u are awesome ? get lost la. i tell you because i want you to change . maybe last time i am really stupid thinking its a joke but im not now. i tell you , you think im taking its a joke ? all the time , you think what u think . u didnt even care bout others. u scolded me in front of so many people that time and u stil think its a joke ! i fake-smiled that time . and know i realise i cant stand you anymore now. okay , thats what i wanna tell . u wanna do it , do it. u dont wanna do , then dont. i miss the old you :)
I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh,
but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.

OKAY. bye.
still , i love you but hate you too .
dont ask me who is it , because i dont wanna tell.
i will tell you , if i want to .
and maybe if i tell you , you dont even know who is it .
so just keep silent.
i am not in the mood now.

u told me to cry,
but why i just know i cant.
i miss ELMO and cookie monster.