it'll be okay .

i am totally dissapointed of myself , i dont wanna blame it on the teachers . im just so not okay. i just found out that i've got three subjects almost A . ALMOST ! just one or two more marks to go . im just so dissapointed. at first , i wanna slap myself real hard . WHY CANT I JUST GET LESS CARELESS ? maybe im just useless , useless=[

i said that im okay , but im not. i tried to tell myself its okay , but its actually NOT . anyway , thanks for comforting me . iloveyouall . i felt so happy or maybe touched when LIMYEELAINE and LAIYUFENG wanna donate their one mark to me . i am happy to have friends like you all , really. iloveyouboth , forever and ever :)
im gonna get better results next exam , i promise :)

maybe im just useless,
i tell myself it'll be okay,
but it turn out the other way .