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I cried.
i dun want to explain anything.
i really dont want to cry. i mean i hate crying.
but i dun noe how the tears came around my eyes.

i dun really want to do anything now cz im tired ....of crying ,my eyes are pain.
this is a short post. i hope u'll know how i feels only, nothing else.
not that i want to get ppl's attention or simplicity.
i juz wanna write out my day , my feelings and everything of me.
but yet there's a secret that i really cant tell, mayb all of u too.

im nt angry of you (you noe who u are), im angry of myself for trusting you all.
im angry of myself ,for crying .
i juz need silence and a deep breath .
u made me cry and u say u hate ppl who cries and tell me not to cry at ur face ??!!!
i was lyk wad ??!!! u think i like to cry a?
if u dun like ppl who cries often, get lost. i really dun care.
it's not the end of the world if you hate me .
you're nt the only one i can rely on .
when u saw this post,u may think im whatsoever
but i dun care.
this is the third time.
i think that you're nt sorry when you said it.
when you're wrong , did u say sorry ?
Seldom.
Dont think im making a big fuss out of it, look at yourself and think hard.
IM just telling what my heart tells me all the time.
and i follow my heart always.


talking abt tmr's parents meet teachers day.
im ....nervous.i get the second in class position and fifth at whole form .

Duno how, today is really a sad sad day for me.
but im still smiling .
cz i noe that i need to.

bye.im really tired.
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